Showing posts with label 芳言. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 芳言. Show all posts
Tuesday, 18 September 2012
Thursday, 15 December 2011
Sleep deprived
Sleep is the most vital thing for me, it's the time where I can recharged my battery after a days work and I would rather choose sleep over food. Hence, I usually sleep all I can during the holidays. Yea, i have been sleep deprived for quite some time. Just look at my panda eyes. Sigh, eye cream is useless on my skin.
This morning I was awaken by the drilling sound from the neighbour's house behind followed by loud footsteps and conversation. Yea, I know you're working your ass off and you don't have to inform and wake up everyone around that area. Thank you for waking me up from my sleep. I felt horrible being woken up by such noise. I reluctantly leave my bed, freshen up and went down to make myself a cup of coffee. Just when i wanted to take a sip of coffee, the garbage lorry was unloading the rubbish around my house, wahlau eh. Im surrounded by noise. Can give me a break?
Fine, might as well ignore it and submerged myself in music. After awhile, the garbage car left and the renovation is back again. ARghhhhh..*pulls hair* drilling, loud footsteps repeats.
Today is not my day, can you imagine being surrounded by such amusing music. Sound abuse I can say, if i have my own house in the future, I would make my room sound proof.
Fine, might as well ignore it and submerged myself in music. After awhile, the garbage car left and the renovation is back again. ARghhhhh..*pulls hair* drilling, loud footsteps repeats.
This summarised how i felt
Today is not my day, can you imagine being surrounded by such amusing music. Sound abuse I can say, if i have my own house in the future, I would make my room sound proof.
Thursday, 1 December 2011
梦·想
人，因梦想而伟大
但是梦想却遥不可及
现实会让我不敢踏出第一步
我是否舍得为了自己的梦想而抛下一切？
实不相瞒，
每天过着机械化的生活，
每天忙碌得体力透支
我厌了、倦了、累了。
我人生的目标是什么？
我到底在追求些什么？
想跟自己能不能够做得到是两回事，
曾经想过要报读音乐系，
可是我没有受过专业的训练，
没办法，只好忍痛放弃。
只能趁空档的时候练琴。
有时候，我总觉得庆幸选对了科系，
冷门归冷门，谁也没有预料到华文会因中国经济崛起而得到重视，
所以三年寒窗很值得。
我终于可以抬起头来，
怎样？没预料到读文科是能够闯出一片天的吧？
但是梦想却遥不可及
现实会让我不敢踏出第一步
我是否舍得为了自己的梦想而抛下一切？
实不相瞒，
每天过着机械化的生活，
每天忙碌得体力透支
我厌了、倦了、累了。
我人生的目标是什么？
我到底在追求些什么？
想跟自己能不能够做得到是两回事，
曾经想过要报读音乐系，
可是我没有受过专业的训练，
没办法，只好忍痛放弃。
只能趁空档的时候练琴。
有时候，我总觉得庆幸选对了科系，
冷门归冷门，谁也没有预料到华文会因中国经济崛起而得到重视，
所以三年寒窗很值得。
我终于可以抬起头来，
怎样？没预料到读文科是能够闯出一片天的吧？
Wednesday, 30 November 2011
Wednesday, 21 September 2011
Mid Autumn Festival 中秋节
哈咯～好久好久没有写中文了～在此献上迟来的中秋节祝福～好啦，我知道有些迟了～但愿月圆人团圆～
华文学会举办了空前绝后的中秋寻宝夜～为何空前？因为之前没有人办过～为何绝后？因为经过这次的经验我们不想再办～详情自有分晓～
中秋节的前夕，跟学生们一起在学校烤肉+寻宝游戏。晚上提着小灯笼，还真把我拉回时光隧道。特别感谢敏仪、慧燕和芯仪帮我串鱼丸～感恩啊～没有她们帮忙的话我恐怕会串到手抽筋～
感谢我中二的宝贝学生～没有他们的水当晚的饮料就泡不成了～
感谢坚欣和熠盛报效燕菜糕～
话说中秋晚会圆满结束，大家都可以松一口气。虽然说有一部分的筹委都非常用心地在办，其余的那些人还真的有待加强。从海报、入门票、膳食、寻宝游戏都是由老师设计/策划 ，简称包山包海。据我所知，顾问老师只是在旁协助，并不需要凡事都亲力亲为。顾问老师最早到最迟回，吃饱学生散，剩下我、莲花、Ms.Wan这些顾问老师收拾狼藉。这是什么世界？悲哉悲哉～倘若你是我们，你明年还想再办吗？无言。
中秋节当天就和母亲大人庆祝，很简单但很温馨～我已经过了提灯笼的阶段～
中秋节的前夕，跟学生们一起在学校烤肉+寻宝游戏。晚上提着小灯笼，还真把我拉回时光隧道。特别感谢敏仪、慧燕和芯仪帮我串鱼丸～感恩啊～没有她们帮忙的话我恐怕会串到手抽筋～
感谢我中二的宝贝学生～没有他们的水当晚的饮料就泡不成了～
感谢坚欣和熠盛报效燕菜糕～
#传说中的鱼丸和香肠～
我目前患上鱼丸香肠恐惧症
#泡饮料当中
我不得不佩服莲花能在那么短的时间内煮出五十人分的炒米粉、咖喱鸡和菜肴，
真的让我佩服得五体投地、甘拜下风。
#我、彦颖、嘉琪
#我、韦意
#全体照
感谢老板娘抽空出席。
话说中秋晚会圆满结束，大家都可以松一口气。虽然说有一部分的筹委都非常用心地在办，其余的那些人还真的有待加强。从海报、入门票、膳食、寻宝游戏都是由老师设计/策划 ，简称包山包海。据我所知，顾问老师只是在旁协助，并不需要凡事都亲力亲为。顾问老师最早到最迟回，吃饱学生散，剩下我、莲花、Ms.Wan这些顾问老师收拾狼藉。这是什么世界？悲哉悲哉～倘若你是我们，你明年还想再办吗？无言。
中秋节当天就和母亲大人庆祝，很简单但很温馨～我已经过了提灯笼的阶段～
#中秋节应节食品
#所谓的棱角～
学生一直认为是牛角==
#小芋头
#剥皮后的小芋头
最后,献上苏轼的《水调歌头》
人有悲欢离合，
月有阴晴圆缺，
此事古难全。
但愿人长久，
千里共婵娟。
因为我的学生还停留在李白的《静思夜》 ，
叹气～
p/s:你们家的月饼吃完了吗？
我家还有也。。
Thursday, 4 August 2011
Tuesday, 26 July 2011
Stereotype
Every now and then I will still encounter some rather amusing/annoying remarks. If I speak English that means I'm banana, or if I speak Mandarin means my English must be weak. what crap is that? hello, we human beings can be bilingual or multilingual okay? Cant believe this is still happening to me, arghhhh..*rolled eyes* *clutch fist*
Allow me to briefly introduce my education background, I went to Chinese primary and secondary school and even pursued a degree in Chinese Studies. Yea right, as if I'm so obsessed with the language. Hence, after being in such surrounding for so long I think it's fair enough for me to say a word or so after being misinterpreted by most people.
Case 1:Kiasu
To be honest, during my school days, my teachers set very high expectation for us, so everyone become very competitive because nobody wanna get the last placing in class. It's worse than bringing shame to your family. The result will be pinned at the notice board and everyone including parents will be able to see the grades. If your result is good, of course you'll receive lotsa praises, but if your result/placing dropped your stress level will build up and you'll hate school. Trust me I have been through that and it's no fun at all.
Case 2:Math must be good so must be every calculative and kiam siap
Majority of them are good in math but there are also exception like me, my math suck like ehem*cough*, and my add math is horrible TT3TT. Not interested in math after Form 3 and it took me longer to solve a math question than writing a 300 words essay.
About the stinginess matter, I think it differs according to one's upbringing. I'm lucky that my circle of friends belongs in the generous group than those awfully kiamsiap group. However if your friend is calculative and calculates every single cent with you then it better to keep a distance from them. Imagine your friend calling out your name in public asking you when you gonna return his/her 10/20/50 cents...LMAO...If this happens to me I gonna put a paper bag over my head, ultra embarrassing moment.
Case3: Poor proficiency in English
Yalah hor like ebiwan of aus speek manglish rojak pasar language until siasui all chinese people kaokaolat, we rojak together presentpastperfect tense macam vee diden attended ingrish kerass biifor.
My goodness, studying in a Chinese medium school does not stop us from learning proper English, Fyi, we know the importance of English and there are something called language centres where we can learn and improve our English. So stop being that shallow minded. If you dont know what is that then kindly google it.
Not long ago my article was published at my Uni's website and I had let something out of my chest after holding thus long.
It was my sweet revenge and I got the last laughs when my friend told me that my article was printed out and pasted on the uni's notice board alongside with the President's message. It was totally unexpected and I was over the moon. Recalling receiving questionnaire from students of other courses conducting survey regarding our English proficiency level, it is so unprofessional to do so. Our class were conducted in Mandarin but English elective subject were also in our syllabus. Regretted that I did not conduct survey on the Chinese proficiency level. *smack forehead*
Time has changed and not everyone from Chinese medium school speak bad English nor those from other medium school speak perfect English, vice versa. Hence, never underestimate anyone.
I'm done for now, bye~
Allow me to briefly introduce my education background, I went to Chinese primary and secondary school and even pursued a degree in Chinese Studies. Yea right, as if I'm so obsessed with the language. Hence, after being in such surrounding for so long I think it's fair enough for me to say a word or so after being misinterpreted by most people.
Case 1:Kiasu
To be honest, during my school days, my teachers set very high expectation for us, so everyone become very competitive because nobody wanna get the last placing in class. It's worse than bringing shame to your family. The result will be pinned at the notice board and everyone including parents will be able to see the grades. If your result is good, of course you'll receive lotsa praises, but if your result/placing dropped your stress level will build up and you'll hate school. Trust me I have been through that and it's no fun at all.
Case 2:Math must be good so must be every calculative and kiam siap
Majority of them are good in math but there are also exception like me, my math suck like ehem*cough*, and my add math is horrible TT3TT. Not interested in math after Form 3 and it took me longer to solve a math question than writing a 300 words essay.
About the stinginess matter, I think it differs according to one's upbringing. I'm lucky that my circle of friends belongs in the generous group than those awfully kiamsiap group. However if your friend is calculative and calculates every single cent with you then it better to keep a distance from them. Imagine your friend calling out your name in public asking you when you gonna return his/her 10/20/50 cents...LMAO...If this happens to me I gonna put a paper bag over my head, ultra embarrassing moment.
Case3: Poor proficiency in English
Yalah hor like ebiwan of aus speek manglish rojak pasar language until siasui all chinese people kaokaolat, we rojak together presentpastperfect tense macam vee diden attended ingrish kerass biifor.
My goodness, studying in a Chinese medium school does not stop us from learning proper English, Fyi, we know the importance of English and there are something called language centres where we can learn and improve our English. So stop being that shallow minded. If you dont know what is that then kindly google it.
Not long ago my article was published at my Uni's website and I had let something out of my chest after holding thus long.
#For full article click the link below.
It was my sweet revenge and I got the last laughs when my friend told me that my article was printed out and pasted on the uni's notice board alongside with the President's message. It was totally unexpected and I was over the moon. Recalling receiving questionnaire from students of other courses conducting survey regarding our English proficiency level, it is so unprofessional to do so. Our class were conducted in Mandarin but English elective subject were also in our syllabus. Regretted that I did not conduct survey on the Chinese proficiency level. *smack forehead*
#Spotted me?
The only girl, the rose among the torn.
Time has changed and not everyone from Chinese medium school speak bad English nor those from other medium school speak perfect English, vice versa. Hence, never underestimate anyone.
I'm done for now, bye~
Friday, 22 July 2011
Impossible is possible
When I was told that my colleague and I were in charge of the Chinese Fan Dance, I pushed my panic button. Why me? Nooooooooooooo.. The voice was screaming inside my heart. Dancing seems like an impossible and unreachable task for me. For those who know me well, breaking planks and sparing seemed to be an easier task for me. Fyi, the performance was two weeks away, do I even have enough time to teach?
With zero knowledge in dancing, I searched high and low in youtube looking for suitable dance moves to master within 2 weeks. I can settle with something presentable and easy.
My friends said it's rather impossible for me to teach dancing as I used to spar my ass off during tkd practice. Apart from our hectic timetable, we squeezed every bits of free time to supervise our students' progress.
After the first full dressed rehearsal, im flattered when i received positive comments from my colleague,
I felt the burden on my shoulder was slightly lighter.On that concert night, my girls were really stressed out as they were worried they wont be able to maintain the same standard==. I hugged them before they went on stage.Although we were exhausted but when i saw camera flashes while i was recording their dance routine~I knew they nailed it. Big wide smile ^_______________^
Thinking of carrying their costume from the 8th floor in Kuen Cheng School and going all the way to Petaling Street to get their dancing fan is totally worth it now.
Thanks to my colleagues Ms Wan and Ms Foh, our girls wouldn't make it without both of you, our teamwork rules~
Thanks to my students who were willing to sacrify their time to practice,you all made us proud from the very first moment you all performed on stage~
The valuable lesson for this story is if there is a will, there will be a way.
It's never too late to start practicing for whatever thing if there are hard work, commitment and determination involved.
With zero knowledge in dancing, I searched high and low in youtube looking for suitable dance moves to master within 2 weeks. I can settle with something presentable and easy.
My friends said it's rather impossible for me to teach dancing as I used to spar my ass off during tkd practice. Apart from our hectic timetable, we squeezed every bits of free time to supervise our students' progress.
After the first full dressed rehearsal, im flattered when i received positive comments from my colleague,
I felt the burden on my shoulder was slightly lighter.On that concert night, my girls were really stressed out as they were worried they wont be able to maintain the same standard==. I hugged them before they went on stage.Although we were exhausted but when i saw camera flashes while i was recording their dance routine~I knew they nailed it. Big wide smile ^_______________^
Thinking of carrying their costume from the 8th floor in Kuen Cheng School and going all the way to Petaling Street to get their dancing fan is totally worth it now.
Thanks to my colleagues Ms Wan and Ms Foh, our girls wouldn't make it without both of you, our teamwork rules~
Thanks to my students who were willing to sacrify their time to practice,you all made us proud from the very first moment you all performed on stage~
Here is the video
enjoy =D
The valuable lesson for this story is if there is a will, there will be a way.
It's never too late to start practicing for whatever thing if there are hard work, commitment and determination involved.
=The End=
Gonna continue doing my exam papers TT3TT
Monday, 1 February 2010
I wish...
hatred can be one of the most negative strength
i was trying once to be nice
and yet some idioitic ass start to show me their pathetic faces
and i think i hate u
i basically wanna throw a container of vulgar words back to u
u silly uncivilized creature
i feel so angry that i wanna transform into a fire puffing dragon
i'll rippeed ur head of ur blardy neck with my sharp teeth
piercing through ur useless brain
chewed ur whole body into a zillion pieces
and become turd out of my body
be ur worst nightmare and terrified ur soul
i was trying once to be nice
and yet some idioitic ass start to show me their pathetic faces
and i think i hate u
i basically wanna throw a container of vulgar words back to u
u silly uncivilized creature
i feel so angry that i wanna transform into a fire puffing dragon
i'll rippeed ur head of ur blardy neck with my sharp teeth
piercing through ur useless brain
chewed ur whole body into a zillion pieces
and become turd out of my body
be ur worst nightmare and terrified ur soul
Sunday, 24 January 2010
梦
倘若可以选择淡忘
心就不会被你们牵伴
让我陷入两难的抉择
回忆在我心中起了涟漪
毫无预警地蔓延着
扰乱了思绪正常的运行
有结局吗？
不晓得。
要坦白吗？
没有必要。
会受伤吗？
也许。
但愿你们不会知道
无需复杂化，
毕竟独自烦，
好过三人同时烦。
梦也有醒来的时候。
醒过来，
一切都会恢复正常。
终究只是一场梦。
心就不会被你们牵伴
让我陷入两难的抉择
回忆在我心中起了涟漪
毫无预警地蔓延着
扰乱了思绪正常的运行
有结局吗？
不晓得。
要坦白吗？
没有必要。
会受伤吗？
也许。
但愿你们不会知道
无需复杂化，
毕竟独自烦，
好过三人同时烦。
梦也有醒来的时候。
醒过来，
一切都会恢复正常。
终究只是一场梦。
Sunday, 10 January 2010
Doubts
As days goes by i feel that I'm forcing myself to continue my everyday routine
can i just do something that i really like?
Im really tired of sobbing every now and then thinking of what shall i do next
somehow i feel lost and there's no guidance or people to look up to.
wondering around without directions
pursuing a career in music may sound like a joke
i know it's tough but at least i enjoy doing it
during my orchestra days my smile was the widest
now i dun smile that often anymore
or some how i dun find the happiness in other thing beside music
i share a great passion for music and love the people around me
most of all i miss my rehearsal,performances, practices and concerts
gosh i cant say how much i miss being around the music atmosphere
is never too tired practicing the whole day.
my enthusiasm towards my course decrease each semester
im struggling to juggle between assignment and my social circle
i feel so restrain seeing the same lecturer and tired of doing the same thing every semester
it seems like a repetition.
im having trouble in sustaining focus on
what's wrong with me?
I became quiet compared to my talkative days
once my voice can be heard every time during the Q & A session
and now i remain silent although i've something to voice out
why speak out if no one could understand you.
to me silence is virtue,i prefer to be not heard.
again my self esteem is getting lower each time i receive negative feed back about my course
i worried that i bring shame to my family for not living up to their expectation
im sick of being the polite and not telling those ignorant people off at once
i hate the situation im facing
i wish i have the courage to over come what im facing now.
can i just do something that i really like?
Im really tired of sobbing every now and then thinking of what shall i do next
somehow i feel lost and there's no guidance or people to look up to.
wondering around without directions
pursuing a career in music may sound like a joke
i know it's tough but at least i enjoy doing it
during my orchestra days my smile was the widest
now i dun smile that often anymore
or some how i dun find the happiness in other thing beside music
i share a great passion for music and love the people around me
most of all i miss my rehearsal,performances, practices and concerts
gosh i cant say how much i miss being around the music atmosphere
is never too tired practicing the whole day.
my enthusiasm towards my course decrease each semester
im struggling to juggle between assignment and my social circle
i feel so restrain seeing the same lecturer and tired of doing the same thing every semester
it seems like a repetition.
im having trouble in sustaining focus on
what's wrong with me?
I became quiet compared to my talkative days
once my voice can be heard every time during the Q & A session
and now i remain silent although i've something to voice out
why speak out if no one could understand you.
to me silence is virtue,i prefer to be not heard.
again my self esteem is getting lower each time i receive negative feed back about my course
i worried that i bring shame to my family for not living up to their expectation
im sick of being the polite and not telling those ignorant people off at once
i hate the situation im facing
i wish i have the courage to over come what im facing now.
Tuesday, 5 January 2010
真得很忙（盲）
我很忙很忙很忙
其实并不是真的忙
是我不想看到你
所以很“盲”，
“盲”到不想理你。
动不动就说要跟我断绝关系
不要仗着年纪比我大，
我就要顺从你。
我有属于自己的自主权ok?
并非什么事都必须向你报告
你那种八卦式的问候方式
失去关心的意义。
演变成一种强迫式地问答，
不要懂一点点就给完我结论。
这样很烦的懂吗？
我的生活，我会处理
我的私事也不用向你交待。
偷看我简讯我还没跟你算账
侵犯我的隐私权很不礼貌你懂吗？
难道从简讯能够判断我朋友的人格吗？
时不时就争对我那些朋友找话题，
“你的那个朋友，不要参太多”
“做么你的朋友没有等你回家，很不好咧这种朋友”
“最近，你的朋友没有找你出街咩”
哇老，关你屁事咩？
是我的朋友所以才是常在一起，要我做独行侠啊？
我跟我朋友住不同地方当然没有等我回家啦，去我家睡厕所是吗？
大家忙到喘不过气怎么出去？
有时候真的会回答到pekcek,
终于有一次，我告诉她无可奉告，不要再问了。
好咯，人家跟我翻脸咯。
她说：
“你为了这些外人，这样跟我说话，我要跟你断绝关系，以后都不会理你了”
马的，恶人先告状。
我自己还好心到跟人家say sorry。
没办法，心底软，又怕得罪长辈。
虽然道了歉，
但是心里很委屈，
不愉快的心情压抑在内心。
想了很久还是无法释怀。
今天突然间又不懂发什么神经
给我这些信息
“宝贝，我好想你~’
“让我知道你在做什么好吗”
“你为什么没有接我电话？”
假设是男的，我肯定告你性骚扰
因为当时电话卡的期限到了
所以就比较迟回复。
结果我又收 到人家的信息
“你不回复就算了，我没有什么好说的了，打扰了，再见！”
人家又跟我发脾气咧，恐怖没有？
我怕到冒冷汗，内心涌现一股很矛盾的感觉。
经过上次的教训后，
我当然不会再对你低声下气。
无端端被骂，还要道歉？
这是什么道理？
无理取闹+蛮不讲理
好心，我不是你的宠物ok?
心情好就宝贝宝贝，
心情不好没有回答你的问题就破口大骂。
鸡蛋糕，什么人来的？
我听了很难受的咧，
有没有为我的感受想想？
马的，经过一番解释后人家就当什么都没有发生过。
“我刚才那么说，是因为最疼你，所以才这么担心你”
“记得我是最爱你的哦，我的小宝贝”
晕死去，
你的爱我不敢高攀，
我怕我会夜夜发噩梦。
sot的咩?
以为我是你弟妹、你的孩子随你任意摆布？
你慢慢等，等久一点。
一种米养百种人啊~
其实并不是真的忙
是我不想看到你
所以很“盲”，
“盲”到不想理你。
动不动就说要跟我断绝关系
不要仗着年纪比我大，
我就要顺从你。
我有属于自己的自主权ok?
并非什么事都必须向你报告
你那种八卦式的问候方式
失去关心的意义。
演变成一种强迫式地问答，
不要懂一点点就给完我结论。
这样很烦的懂吗？
我的生活，我会处理
我的私事也不用向你交待。
偷看我简讯我还没跟你算账
侵犯我的隐私权很不礼貌你懂吗？
难道从简讯能够判断我朋友的人格吗？
时不时就争对我那些朋友找话题，
“你的那个朋友，不要参太多”
“做么你的朋友没有等你回家，很不好咧这种朋友”
“最近，你的朋友没有找你出街咩”
哇老，关你屁事咩？
是我的朋友所以才是常在一起，要我做独行侠啊？
我跟我朋友住不同地方当然没有等我回家啦，去我家睡厕所是吗？
大家忙到喘不过气怎么出去？
有时候真的会回答到pekcek,
终于有一次，我告诉她无可奉告，不要再问了。
好咯，人家跟我翻脸咯。
她说：
“你为了这些外人，这样跟我说话，我要跟你断绝关系，以后都不会理你了”
马的，恶人先告状。
我自己还好心到跟人家say sorry。
没办法，心底软，又怕得罪长辈。
虽然道了歉，
但是心里很委屈，
不愉快的心情压抑在内心。
想了很久还是无法释怀。
今天突然间又不懂发什么神经
给我这些信息
“宝贝，我好想你~’
“让我知道你在做什么好吗”
“你为什么没有接我电话？”
假设是男的，我肯定告你性骚扰
因为当时电话卡的期限到了
所以就比较迟回复。
结果我又收 到人家的信息
“你不回复就算了，我没有什么好说的了，打扰了，再见！”
人家又跟我发脾气咧，恐怖没有？
我怕到冒冷汗，内心涌现一股很矛盾的感觉。
经过上次的教训后，
我当然不会再对你低声下气。
无端端被骂，还要道歉？
这是什么道理？
无理取闹+蛮不讲理
好心，我不是你的宠物ok?
心情好就宝贝宝贝，
心情不好没有回答你的问题就破口大骂。
鸡蛋糕，什么人来的？
我听了很难受的咧，
有没有为我的感受想想？
马的，经过一番解释后人家就当什么都没有发生过。
“我刚才那么说，是因为最疼你，所以才这么担心你”
“记得我是最爱你的哦，我的小宝贝”
晕死去，
你的爱我不敢高攀，
我怕我会夜夜发噩梦。
sot的咩?
以为我是你弟妹、你的孩子随你任意摆布？
你慢慢等，等久一点。
一种米养百种人啊~
Friday, 1 January 2010
Happy New Year ~
happy new year
may it be a wonderful year ahead for guys..
stay cheerful and be happy at all time..
sms over flooded my inbox,
thanks for the wishes..hehe
I hugged and a kissed my mom at the struck of midnight,
we decide to do something different this year...
MAKAN DURIAN...haha
fruitful year mar...
i love and smell and the taste of durian
especially the golden and rich texture...
delicious gila...
who cares it's after midnight
nak makan juga...
hahaha..eat now...diet tomorrow
~here i come,trying to kill durian
~then suddenly i decide to be fine with the durian...say DURIAN...
~tell me that im not trying to act cute with a durian in my hand...
~Yum Yum...this goes inside my stomach...
~Mission accomplish...job well done
adios..
may it be a wonderful year ahead for guys..
stay cheerful and be happy at all time..
sms over flooded my inbox,
thanks for the wishes..hehe
I hugged and a kissed my mom at the struck of midnight,
we decide to do something different this year...
MAKAN DURIAN...haha
fruitful year mar...
i love and smell and the taste of durian
especially the golden and rich texture...
delicious gila...
who cares it's after midnight
nak makan juga...
hahaha..eat now...diet tomorrow
~here i come,trying to kill durian
~then suddenly i decide to be fine with the durian...say DURIAN...
~tell me that im not trying to act cute with a durian in my hand...
~Yum Yum...this goes inside my stomach...
~Mission accomplish...job well doneforget about new year resolution,
it makes me even more stressful when im unable to reach my goal,
so i will just try my best to complete and achieve whatever that is reachable.
it makes me even more stressful when im unable to reach my goal,
so i will just try my best to complete and achieve whatever that is reachable.
may it be a fruitful year for all of us, all the best...i must :
1.Finish my thesis in time, if not cant grad.
2.Be strong and fight back if needed.
3.Treasure and sayang my loved one around me.
4.Be thankful, content, and more caring.
adios..
Tuesday, 8 December 2009
Reunion 聚会
my twin dear dear said i should blog more in chinese
so oklah...i'll write some intro in english and the rest gonna be written in chinese
happy now my twin dear dear??
My ehem twin dear dear is in PJ for his intern
it's already 12am in the midnight when they finally reach my place,
and after entering the car, i only find out that all the dudes are my former primary schl mate..
wtf...i didnt meet them since 10..
we sat down at station one
they update me with my friends
most of them are either working or studying in kl
some got married and already have 3 kids..
waleao...totally unexpected..
我亲爱的双胞胎刚好在PJ实习
所以就约了晚上出去喝茶
找到我家的时候，已经凌晨十二点了。
我的妈呀。。上了陌生人的车，该不会被绑架吧？
谁知双胞胎说，整车都是当年的小学同学。
哇聊。。眨眼一看，都是我熟悉的同学。。
找到了落脚的地方，
他们就拼命向我update我其他同学的近况，
读书的读书、打工的打工、结婚的结婚。。
自从我离开了拉美士，整十年没有见面咯..
十年光阴似箭，岁月不饶人啊。。
美琪已经是一个孩子的妈了，
身材依旧苗条，羡慕啊~
我亲爱的双胞胎发腺一直往后退，
omg..吃多点芝麻会有效咯。。哈哈
当年发育得较早，
个子也长得较高，
全校跟我同样姓氏又少，
所以同学觉得我真的很好找。
聊天中勾起了小学的记忆，
谁谁谁经常被谁谁谁欺负，
谁谁谁跟谁谁谁是死对头，
谁谁谁曾经暗恋过某某某，
谁谁谁死鬼厉害读书，
如今已经分不清谁谁谁和某某某之间的爱恨情仇。
多少的曾经，已变成我们的回忆，
谁谁某某也成了我们在成长阶段的过客。
坚固的友情陪我们度过l无数年少无知的日子。
对我而言，
真正的朋友是有车了还会来找你出去，
下来的时候会约个时间见面，
久未谋面还是有说不完的话题，
就算不断地被挖苦也依然觉得很开心。
心想我转校了你们依旧记得我，
有你们这班朋友真好。
感恩。
p/s: 在kl这边读书或做工的同学，我们出来聚聚吧~
Sunday, 29 November 2009
Tuesday, 3 November 2009
悼
拉曼大学生溺毙的标题
上网看了全部报道，心有说不上的难过。
虽说并不认识，但是毕竟来自北马，难免有些感伤。
事情发生之后才来告诉大家怎么辨认水洪的征兆，
未免于事无补，人都命丧黄泉了，难道时间可以倒流？
挽回逝去的生命？
发生这种事情，
心痛莫不过把我们含辛茹苦抚养长大父母
眼看孩子就快出社会打工，但是却发生这种事。
父母的悲痛
我词穷了，愿往生者能够早登西方极乐世界，
安息吧。默哀三分钟。
上网看了全部报道，心有说不上的难过。
虽说并不认识，但是毕竟来自北马，难免有些感伤。
事情发生之后才来告诉大家怎么辨认水洪的征兆，
未免于事无补，人都命丧黄泉了，难道时间可以倒流？
挽回逝去的生命？
发生这种事情，
心痛莫不过把我们含辛茹苦抚养长大父母
眼看孩子就快出社会打工，但是却发生这种事。
父母的悲痛
我词穷了，愿往生者能够早登西方极乐世界，
安息吧。默哀三分钟。
Monday, 21 September 2009
Bitchy mouth encounter
Yea i was back in penang for my cousin's wedding
aside from gathering with relatives
i was verbally insulted..
here's the story.
Before the wedding day,
we gathered at our uncle's place..
as soon as my bitchy mouth aunt saw me
she said im getting fatter and fatter.
wtf..im born with this bone frame
expect me to shrink into a smaller bone frame is it?
im not the great magician David Copperfield okay.
i ignored her and continue chatting with other relatives.
then when bitchy mouth aunt saw a child who is my paternal grandmother sis's daughter's grandchild, which is quite fleshy and chubby for her age.
thus she started the good old grandfather stories,
saying that i look exactly like that when i was young.
shit lar..why her words kept revolving me.
i admit was chubby when i was young, but im not over weight.
I think i was three at that time...chubby but adorable. ^^
The next day, after the tea ceremony.
My paternal cousin uncle told us to interact with the group of cousin that we 1st meet,
cause we dont know when we'll be seeing each other again.
well, to be honest, im not the kind person who like to interact with strangers.
but since everyone of us is connected by blood,
no harm getting to know them.
as normal it was a get to know each other session,
we briefly introduce our name and who's children we are.
now here come that part when that bitchy mouth aunt join in and started to talk crap
cousin1:Civil engineer
cousin2:Dentist
cousin3:Taking masters
cousin4:Programmer
First impression count,
I really looked like a clown,
putting on a smile for everyone negative words she said
i totally wanna dig a pit and hide in there,
i felt extremely embarrassed.
Not because of the course im persuing
but the way i've being treated by my aunty.
hey, what's wrong with taking chinese studies?
I love my language, stand aside if u cant understand the beauty of the language.
How will my cousin think of me,
maybe they'll think im stupid, immature,
that BM aunt ruin my image with all her negative words.
it was ironic that my own paternal aunt will do so.
Since young she told me im fat,
my hand writing is ugly.
when im grow up she says im obese
and now saying that im a chicken and criticed about the course im taking?
i wonder how many ignorant ppl are out there wondering what im learning in my course.
what do u want from ?
u went too far this time, and im really pissed.
I cant stop swearing in the car
nonsense, why she's so against me?
i never talk back to my eldest,
and now im been treated like a silly donkey.
I cant tolerate no more,
my parents told me i can tell her not to comment about my course when she strikes again.
i sure will. blardy hell...y dont she looked at her own children.
I cried badly through the whole journey back to the hotel,
feeling very ashamed, and depressed,
hey, i work hard to maintain my grades
as far as i know,
only rain drops and rubbish will fall from the sky but not my certs.
Congratulations
now u're the 1st person to enter my hate list.
I hate u from now on till forever, till u're six feet under.
i mean my words.
Dont mess with me again.
P/s:
my dad actually personally told that bitchy mouth fella not to comment about my course after the wedding dinner...
huahaha...i never thought my dad will do so, thanks dad.
maybe next time she'll find other thing to picked on.
wait and see, i'll keep u update.
aside from gathering with relatives
i was verbally insulted..
here's the story.
Before the wedding day,
we gathered at our uncle's place..
as soon as my bitchy mouth aunt saw me
she said im getting fatter and fatter.
wtf..im born with this bone frame
expect me to shrink into a smaller bone frame is it?
im not the great magician David Copperfield okay.
i ignored her and continue chatting with other relatives.
then when bitchy mouth aunt saw a child who is my paternal grandmother sis's daughter's grandchild, which is quite fleshy and chubby for her age.
thus she started the good old grandfather stories,
saying that i look exactly like that when i was young.
shit lar..why her words kept revolving me.
i admit was chubby when i was young, but im not over weight.
I think i was three at that time...chubby but adorable. ^^The next day, after the tea ceremony.
My paternal cousin uncle told us to interact with the group of cousin that we 1st meet,
cause we dont know when we'll be seeing each other again.
well, to be honest, im not the kind person who like to interact with strangers.
but since everyone of us is connected by blood,
no harm getting to know them.
as normal it was a get to know each other session,
we briefly introduce our name and who's children we are.
now here come that part when that bitchy mouth aunt join in and started to talk crap
cousin1:Civil engineer
cousin2:Dentist
cousin3:Taking masters
cousin4:Programmer
BMA:wah see all of them so clever...she(me) paisey d ..i dont know why u're taking this sorta course, very weird course u know..
me: (looked at her and smile.)
BMA: u're chicken is it? i mean ur zodiac
me: (i stared at at her, chicken normally refer to prostitute) chicken is jack's zodiac and rabbit is my chinese zodiac..
BMA: wah...rabbit very pai si wan..
me:(speechless....)
First impression count,
I really looked like a clown,
putting on a smile for everyone negative words she said
i totally wanna dig a pit and hide in there,
i felt extremely embarrassed.
Not because of the course im persuing
but the way i've being treated by my aunty.
hey, what's wrong with taking chinese studies?
I love my language, stand aside if u cant understand the beauty of the language.
How will my cousin think of me,
maybe they'll think im stupid, immature,
that BM aunt ruin my image with all her negative words.
it was ironic that my own paternal aunt will do so.
Since young she told me im fat,
my hand writing is ugly.
when im grow up she says im obese
and now saying that im a chicken and criticed about the course im taking?
i wonder how many ignorant ppl are out there wondering what im learning in my course.
what do u want from ?
u went too far this time, and im really pissed.
I cant stop swearing in the car
nonsense, why she's so against me?
i never talk back to my eldest,
and now im been treated like a silly donkey.
I cant tolerate no more,
my parents told me i can tell her not to comment about my course when she strikes again.
i sure will. blardy hell...y dont she looked at her own children.
I cried badly through the whole journey back to the hotel,
feeling very ashamed, and depressed,
hey, i work hard to maintain my grades
as far as i know,
only rain drops and rubbish will fall from the sky but not my certs.
Congratulations
now u're the 1st person to enter my hate list.
I hate u from now on till forever, till u're six feet under.
i mean my words.
Dont mess with me again.
P/s:
my dad actually personally told that bitchy mouth fella not to comment about my course after the wedding dinner...
huahaha...i never thought my dad will do so, thanks dad.
maybe next time she'll find other thing to picked on.
wait and see, i'll keep u update.
Wednesday, 16 September 2009
E& T specialist
Having nasal sinusitis since young
Im very particular in most things
No dusty places, change of weather, ect ect.
I bring my nasal medication whenever i go..
Recently i found out that my medication dont seem to work
cuz im having my sinus attack every 2 days..
blocked nose, teary eyes, building a mountain of wantan
maybe someone might think im a H1N1 carrier..
So i old my parents about my condition..
hopping that i wont be bringing the whole box of tissue paper to the examination hall
Went to Sunway medical Centre to consult a E & T specialist on Saturday
normal procedure , take number, filled in the particular form,waited to be called.
as soon as the Nurse call me Lean Fong
i was kinda irritated..sigh...what wrong with them?
my name is Lea Fong, dun need to add an extra N to my name ok
im sure she's having reading problem
it's isnt that hard to pronounce L-E-A right?
My 1st meeting with that so called specialist was kinda remarkable
the moment i stepped in the clinic
our conversation as below
he told me that i better operate it and cure my sinusitis once and for all
Mah, siao ar..wan me to operate??
if i wanted do so, i already operate it when i was young
after that CT scan thingy
that doc told me that my condition wasnt so bad after all..
phew..that was a total relief..
who jump to conclusion in the 1st place?
scare me to death..
then he some more ask me whether i use my nasal spray the correct way not?
wt??? insert nasal spray to nasal and then spray la..
if not insert it to my anus is it?
siao betul...
kanasai, this so call state of the art nasal spray cost me more than 100 bucks
i wonder how many percent went to his pocket
Bo bian, im having this problem..
This fella's professional etiquette is zero to me
he looks more like a sales man than a specialist
he promotes his skills rather then getting to know about patience's condition.
come on la...that's what u learn during med schl is it?
u'll be more successful in the direct selling line.
anyway it will be my first and last time,
I wont to be going there again.
Im very particular in most things
No dusty places, change of weather, ect ect.
I bring my nasal medication whenever i go..
Recently i found out that my medication dont seem to work
cuz im having my sinus attack every 2 days..
blocked nose, teary eyes, building a mountain of wantan
maybe someone might think im a H1N1 carrier..
So i old my parents about my condition..
hopping that i wont be bringing the whole box of tissue paper to the examination hall
Went to Sunway medical Centre to consult a E & T specialist on Saturday
normal procedure , take number, filled in the particular form,waited to be called.
as soon as the Nurse call me Lean Fong
i was kinda irritated..sigh...what wrong with them?
my name is Lea Fong, dun need to add an extra N to my name ok
im sure she's having reading problem
it's isnt that hard to pronounce L-E-A right?
My 1st meeting with that so called specialist was kinda remarkable
the moment i stepped in the clinic
our conversation as below
Doc: How long u been having this problem ?
Me: Since i was 6.
Doc: So better operate, it's just a minor wan,
Me: (..........?????)
Doc: Im very expert at this, i worked at the General hospital for N years, saw lotsa very serious cases and im able to cure them. I can assure u that the percentage of recovery is higher than 80%. * passed an newspaper article to my parents
Me: (stunned..)
Doc: Have you been check with this medical instrument before?
Me: yea..(hey , penang got lotsa good doctors...think im Ah Lean is it ?)
Doc: i think i better arrange u for a CT scan.
Me: (wtf....so canggih need to scan some more)
he told me that i better operate it and cure my sinusitis once and for all
Mah, siao ar..wan me to operate??
if i wanted do so, i already operate it when i was young
after that CT scan thingy
that doc told me that my condition wasnt so bad after all..
phew..that was a total relief..
who jump to conclusion in the 1st place?
scare me to death..
then he some more ask me whether i use my nasal spray the correct way not?
wt??? insert nasal spray to nasal and then spray la..
if not insert it to my anus is it?
siao betul...
kanasai, this so call state of the art nasal spray cost me more than 100 bucks
i wonder how many percent went to his pocket
Bo bian, im having this problem..
This fella's professional etiquette is zero to me
he looks more like a sales man than a specialist
he promotes his skills rather then getting to know about patience's condition.
come on la...that's what u learn during med schl is it?
u'll be more successful in the direct selling line.
anyway it will be my first and last time,
I wont to be going there again.
有口难言
有时真得很烦人，尤其是着考试的期间。
当你在尽力去啃书的时候，突然间被打扰的感觉还真不是味道。
七早八早有人敲门，问我说冰橱里的水果是谁的
家里来来去去都是那几个人，用尾趾想就知道了。
有时就自动自发下收拾下自己的的东西啦 。
人长得那么大，头脑还没有发育完是不是？
以为还在家里， 什么手尾都有妈妈帮忙收拾？
我受不了了。。真的有够Pek Cek。。
屋主在当初租房给我们的时候，
很清楚地告诉我们不要占太多冰橱的空间，小件的东西，像水果、牛奶之类的她还能够接受。
一直以来，我们都和这些家规和睦共处，所以并没有什么大的问题。
那天当她再次提醒我们时，不懂哪一个天才说，要买比较大的水果会比较好吃， 还说冰橱太小。
吃你个死人头啦~~~买个西瓜塞进去算了。
还赖家里人多，冰橱的东西才会那么多。
好心咯，还不是你的东西？
家的冰橱容量小，大家就迁就些啦。
一直推卸责任干嘛？这样让你比较好下台吗？
TMD...本小姐超级不爽~~~~
马的。。我真得很想搬回家住了。
当你在尽力去啃书的时候，突然间被打扰的感觉还真不是味道。
七早八早有人敲门，问我说冰橱里的水果是谁的
家里来来去去都是那几个人，用尾趾想就知道了。
有时就自动自发下收拾下自己的的东西啦 。
人长得那么大，头脑还没有发育完是不是？
以为还在家里， 什么手尾都有妈妈帮忙收拾？
我受不了了。。真的有够Pek Cek。。
屋主在当初租房给我们的时候，
很清楚地告诉我们不要占太多冰橱的空间，小件的东西，像水果、牛奶之类的她还能够接受。
一直以来，我们都和这些家规和睦共处，所以并没有什么大的问题。
那天当她再次提醒我们时，不懂哪一个天才说，要买比较大的水果会比较好吃， 还说冰橱太小。
吃你个死人头啦~~~买个西瓜塞进去算了。
还赖家里人多，冰橱的东西才会那么多。
好心咯，还不是你的东西？
家的冰橱容量小，大家就迁就些啦。
一直推卸责任干嘛？这样让你比较好下台吗？
TMD...本小姐超级不爽~~~~
马的。。我真得很想搬回家住了。
Tuesday, 15 September 2009
Health Problem
Recently my gastric problem recur
This is im not sure whether it's due to study stress or my daily diet.
Let me show u how high my study stress is,
stuck with assignment and report at the last week of semester
Face final without any tips..
yea..our scope is pretty wide and we're expected to be a examination machine...
can anyone implant all my exam related microchip into my brain?
Normally I have oats and coffee for breakfast,
bread for lunch, milo for tea break, proper food during dinner.
Sometimes supper with my mates.
I dont know where went wrong
one day i puked everything out after dinner...
gosh..
This reminds me of fainting in the toilet during secondary schl..
yea..during my form 5 when i was so stressed up with my studies..
and not long ago i fainting while i was walking across the road..
i was lucky that no cars where passing by the crucial moment...
so and then i was rushed to the emergency ward..
Blood sample, urine sample were taken..
Blood pressure , body temperature were measured
my parents were so worried they even bring my to a heart specialist to make sure that's nothing wrong with my heart..
Im worried..give me some help.
What should i do ?
This is im not sure whether it's due to study stress or my daily diet.
Let me show u how high my study stress is,
stuck with assignment and report at the last week of semester
Face final without any tips..
yea..our scope is pretty wide and we're expected to be a examination machine...
can anyone implant all my exam related microchip into my brain?
Normally I have oats and coffee for breakfast,
bread for lunch, milo for tea break, proper food during dinner.
Sometimes supper with my mates.
I dont know where went wrong
one day i puked everything out after dinner...
gosh..
This reminds me of fainting in the toilet during secondary schl..
yea..during my form 5 when i was so stressed up with my studies..
and not long ago i fainting while i was walking across the road..
i was lucky that no cars where passing by the crucial moment...
so and then i was rushed to the emergency ward..
Blood sample, urine sample were taken..
Blood pressure , body temperature were measured
my parents were so worried they even bring my to a heart specialist to make sure that's nothing wrong with my heart..
Im worried..give me some help.
What should i do ?
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