SOS..mercy please

presentation during tutorial class as usual
suddenly our lecturer turned on her machine gun mode
she pointed out every mistake in the presenter's slides..

imagine all the pressure
i'll pee in my pants if i were in her shoes
that was really scary
this is like a big slap on my face...ouch
i have insufficient info..
back to introduction, history facts, explanation,
im having that imbalance feel again
the super insecure feel.

while i was a freshmen,
i remembered i was once questioned by my lecturer till i was speechless
i was unprepared, unsure, drop dead blur and the 1st group to present...
wtf..no one tell me what to do..
apalah senior sekalian, jaga ur junior a bit can ?
i look like a dungu...
Im so gonna die...

i have exactly 7 days till my presentation
is there enough endurance to let me overcome the great stress?
this time i must be very firm and sure about the explanation to avoid being question by my lecturer.

i rush straight to the library after class for additional references and info about my poem
nah..books are limited again

only manage to find one paragraph related to my topic
-_-''||

anyone going to new era college tomorrow?
i need the reference books badly

A day in the Library

My friends and i headed for new era college library in kajang
after switching lrt to ktm and walking a near distance,
we are finally there.
phew..the weather is really hot over here...
im sweating

some guys must be wondering
ur library no book meh??
Ya..u're so right..cause some of the books are transfer to kampar for our junior..
as i've written earlier *click here for further reading*
we need to refer to lotsa reference books for every single assignment...
this is the tiring part..
my next presentation is two weeks later..
i better come out with convincing facts or else i'll be so dead..

cats napping on the book shelf and some body's beg..

hope the poor fella is not allergy to cat
miao~
wish i can have a short nap like 'em
my eyes is like a freaking panda bear

Im looking for book regarding Dream of the Red Chamber红楼梦
and The book of odes 诗经
ish.. only manage to get Dream of the Red Chamber

The other day while i was at my uni's library
the librarian was so helpful
she's so patient to help me search for the books
sorry for all the trouble
feel like hugging her after she found me the book that i needed...
she's my best librarian of the month
*sayang*

who say chinese studies is easy??

try reading this...

be amazed that this is our normal routine..
i can tell u that what we learnt during primary and secondary schl is pretty limited
so dont think that we're just learning mandarin

worries

Feeling depressed
as days goes by
the worries get deeper

As i walk further
im alone in my darkest day
can someone please switch on the lights?

I start wondering
where i am and where should i be
the pressure keep building on me
can i complete my assignment in time?

I might not be smart
but i try not to procrastinate
can i cope by myself?
my heart sank each time i think of my thesis

Do i hav a future?
im not seeing any now

沾光

每当面对类似这样的事情时
以什么态度来面对才是最恰当的呢？


情形A

友人：欸，原来你认识XX的啊？
LEA：对啊，以前参加活动接触过。怎么啦？（马的，那条死仔在我背后插了那么多针还敢说认识我。。没有死过）
友人：哦。。那天在某某聚会，他说认识你。
LEA：哈哈。。（yew..不要拿我当话题）

情形B
友人：诶，你的昵称是leaf啊？
LEA：做么？我用很久了啊。（拜托，中学时代就开始用了）
友人：没有啦，那天跟某某msn时，他问我认不认识leaf wor。我还在想是谁，原来就是你呵。
LEA：晕。。哈哈。。（老兄，跟你不太熟的，不要用我的名来认识别人，要收版权费的。）

*马的。。难怪最近一直打喷嚏。。

有时不太能接受别人跟我装熟，
尤其是那些拿我来“搭桥”的那种人。。
我不是你那块桥梁的木头ok。。
please tolong不要有下次。

对我而言，熟络就是熟络，陌生归陌生，决不混为一谈，应酬除外。
朋友问这样分类难道不麻烦？
鲜少往来的朋友，突然间跟你嘘寒问暖、献殷勤，好像曾经与你同甘与苦那般，像什么？
送你两个字“虚伪”，再送三个字“假惺惺”。

年轻人，看开点啦。
把事情看成这样不就好过点吗？
一、交友广阔，四海之内皆兄弟。
二、有某些程度的利用价值，人人都想攀关系。

明明就很介意，但有拼命在安慰自己。
心里又好像不平衡了。。

super-ultra-extra-gifted language skill

while i was online chatting

to my unpleasant surprise

this is my 'best' ever Chinese new year greeting
and it really lighten up my day...

enjoy

*the following content might be disturbing*
children under age of 13 must be accompanied by parents

click the picture if the words are too tiny

amazing right?
assorted vulgar words..
i guess one need not to be fluent in english to excel in vulgarity
he score with flying colours and his english teacher will be so proud of him...
what a genius...

hey people out there

will u do the same thing if someone refuse to give their cell phone no?

tell me tell me?

let me know...