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眼泪不经意滑落

啊，我湿了眼眶

为什么当初会分开？

谜团始终没被解开

我俩心中有个谱，

只是不愿意去承认。

奏不出动人的旋律，

一首未完成的曲再次封尘。

嘴

话说狗嘴长不出象牙来，千真万确也。
各位看官若留心注意， 身边不难发现有以下这几类人。

口是心非
事先声明自己的为人和怪癖，
在你面前口口声声说欣赏你的作风
但是一转脸把你从头到脚批得一文不值
冤之枉也。

口若悬河
很容易说出一车子的道理
噼里啪啦、
谁知一谈起正经事
空有口才，虚有实力

口蜜腹剑
在面前捧得你高高在上
在后面猛送你飞镖、暗箭，
然后再看到你还可以微笑如故
小人之阴险是也。

守口如瓶
这类人还是少之又少
稀有物兮。


感慨知音稀
小人满街跑
怨气冲天飞

Balancing study stress

This is a crucial moment for us
finals is around the corner
still there are unfinished assignments and presentations
plus we have to submit our thesis topic within 2 weeks
guess it's hard balancing all this at once.

thus, this is when study stress struck in
when u're in a totally bad mood
do not show a long face 24-7
as if the whole world had did something wrong to u
it will also affect the people around u
some people might even think that
your group of friends mistreated u
pity ur friends who got blame for no reason
where's justice?

so when u're feeling down
put aside ur assignment for a moment
and hang out with ur friends during the weekends.
trusts me...u can feel the difference.
cuz this always works on me
no time to hang out?
at least treat urself for some nice food..
some fast food will do the miracle.

if u dont hav friends
or nobody wanna hang out with u
cuz they thinks u're over calculative, kiam siap aka stingy, and wat so ever
then this is ur problem
get a life..
u're pathetic..

睹览

在前往新纪元的时候，
我察觉到有马来公一直盯着我看
马的。。看一眼就好了吧
还从头看到脚，再从教往上看
你以为你是扫描机啊？
看什么看？
相不相信我duk盲你。。
长裤+t-恤+大外套。。
密不透风。。有什么可看？
神经、弱智啊你。。

我坐下，隐约可以用眼角瞄到那个死变态佬拿起手机拍我
而且还可以听到咔嚓咔嚓的声音。。
心里已经在飙脏话了。。。其娘之！！！！
要给我肖像版权。。。

过后我旁边的人下车了
他既然我旁边坐了下来。。
而且越坐越近，死的咩你。。
隔壁又不是没有位。。
我瞪他，他装死。。
一直看不停。。
不理他，看我的功课，还伸头过来看
你会看华文咩，死变态。。
假借伸手进口袋时趁机摸我的腰。。
光天化日下作出这种事！！！
叼死你！！！！

我一下车连形象也不理。。
狂问候他的祖宗十八代。。
超级睹览。。

かんねな　
じばい
ぷぼ　
ぷき　

基本的道德都没有，真的不配做人！！！
再循环也没有人要！！！

White Valentine

Its been a few months since i meet sora
and finally both of us are free during Saturday..
ehem..yea we're both busy for the past 10 weeks...
i mean for the past year...

Sora arrived soon after i've bought my things
know why? cuz he's late~~~~
we walked from midvalley to gardens eyeing for the most suitable food
to be honest im really H-U-N-G-R-Y at that time..

hey sora, can i eat u??

the food was unbelievable yummy
I'm going back for a second and third fourth fifth time...
but some how the portion is too much for me
didn't manage to finish even i gave half on my rice to Sora
i think the set meal is able to feed 2 people that have a small appetite.

Look at the portion
no joke

after a more-than-my normal-portion meal i couldn't walk straight..
did i gain any weight??
so we walk from the bottom to up left and right from the gardens to midvalley..

then we join in the crowd by going to education fair..
i pretend that I'm a school leaver looking
the funniest part is some guy approach and asked
ehem..im a little over aged k..
walked through some booth
then suddenly i heard a voice from my back ..

guy: miss..are u interested in taking our beauty and make up course??
me: i smiled back at him (thinking :do i look like a person who apply make up?)

god..i almost have a feeling that I'm squeezing through the way at cheras pasar malam
the stale air is giving both of us headache..

He told me that my English sounds pretty Chinese
feels that my English standard dropped dramatically

yoh...cham liao...my ang moh become like ah lian liao...si lor..

shit...focus too much on "studying Chinese"
better register myself for English classes

here are some pic for the day

normal


kuso

im so short standing beside Sora

Sora is nice enough to accompany me till asia jaya
and he have take all the trouble switching from putra line to star line to get back tasik selatan
good guy out for grabs..
lelong lelong ..siapa mau??
for futher inquiry
please contact the number bellow(please highlight)

016-8787887
gotcha... u think i'll really do so huh?

i felt that i've temporarily set aside all my study stress
so any plans for next week?

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After i returned home
sora texted me saying that today is white valentine
guys are suppose to give lad chocolate or whatever something like that
so mana saya punya chocolate???
sora now u hutang me chocolate...

Bad Day...

Bad things come in full package
don't doubt me..its true
so blardy-freaking-true...

It's 3 unwanted wishes that u never want

and it happen lightning fast ..

although u wont wanna believe
but trust me this is harder than winning a lucky draw..
the probability is 1:10000000000000

1st

my team mate throw her temper at me

saying that i didnt learn from the other group

me: different topic leh..how to learn? wanna copy exactly hor??

everyone is under stress

but no need to be so harsh on me right...
im also having my own problem to deal with..

2nd

my symbols went missing after teaching my course mate to do so
then she flee and i was left alone..
im speechless and doesn't know how to respond to such error..
u know what my friend told me..

aiyah...easy only lar...format ur computer lar~~~

me : siao ar..~!@#$%^&*()(*

3rd

my housemate accidentally shut off power of my laptop
what ?? yea..he tak senaja-ly tertutup..

I'm almost in tears...
i wanna go home...i want my mom...sob..

sigh...why do this happened to me ???

but when the 3rd bad thing had finally happen
something good actually happen

1st case

she apologized to me.

2nd case

my housemate send me the ms 2007 setup
and symbols are there...
thank god..

3rd case

lucky ms words have auto recovery...

my assignment was still there

just like where i typed before..

if not i'll gonna ask him to retype my entire assignment~~~

memo to myself:
when things happen try to remain calm and dont jump to conclusion
so when the same situation happen again
*choy...touch wood
i'll be able to handle it...

Valentine's Day's celebration

hello~~~~
It's kinda late for me to wish everyone happy valentine's day
Sorrrrryyyy for the delay..

my valentine's day celebration was divided into 2 session
one with my friends after class
and another one at night with my parents
yeah...im the ultimate light bulb

after attending 5 hours of Japanese class
my butt is almost numb.
since 3 of us are single..
yea..SINGLE
we decided to pampered ourselves with comfort food
we headed to Jaya One and we choosed Brisik as our makan point

As soon as we stepped in
we were mesmerise by the cosy ambiance and soothing music
it keep our mind appease and away from the hustle bustle life
not to mention that the Balinese setting and made us feeling like we're by the beach enjoying our wonderful meal
heck...wake up...u're in malaysia..
i was back into reality after dreaming for exactly 1 minute..

Not forget to mention about the food..
wow..i saliva almost flow while looking through their menu
since it's kinda hard to explain please refer to the pic below..
and not forgetting to mention they have student package during weekday..
so when u think u're S-I-E-N with the mamak food...
pop in and have a change...

Before leaving, leeling gives us some chocolate to sweeten our day..
so nice of her...
give u one valentine'sday kiss to u..
For the main event
my parents picked me up around 7pm
they decided to try out the newly open imperial garden
we are able to see the entire PJ night scene through their class window..
the atmosphere is very impressive and classy..
even their waitresses and captain have their certain standard


for the food...thumbs up..
this is what i like about fine dining...
mom, dad,can we go there more often?

grab a bowl of white rice and imagine that u're eating the food as in the picture above
im feeling hungry already...
where to find rice huh??
never mind la white bread will do...
ahaha..

对不起

心情异常烦躁

自认天资不高
最怕做得不好
不想被人比较
精神饱受煎熬

急需需要治疗
寻找心灵解药
深怕朋友受不了
也觉得自己难搞
并非无理取闹
只是有点烦恼
认为自己很糟

按：为自己的反常自我检讨

Mid Term

I've just finish my midterm

blardy hell..i was going to scream out loud..

H-E-L-P~~~~~~

God..i was supposed to wake up like 4am to revise,

but i forgot to set my arlam

what a stupid excuse.

i wanna bang my head againts the great wall of china..

maybe can bring me back to the manchurian dynasty

and i can have a look at the society that time.

heck..now u guys might think that im having history test huh

wrong...im having chinese modern philosophy..

that means i've to relate the good old history and the "thingy" which makes them came up with a new thought can solve the problem

but if i write all the history facts and missed out the main thought that they came out with

i'll have Z-E-R-O..SHIT....

Now tell me..

how to set a better studying consistency???

yesterday night i was still watching ghost whisperer

dont looks that im concern about my midterm

then until my housemate came in

hey.. arent u supposed to study??

better shut ur computer and S-T-U-D-Y.

wahlau..

i almost kecut aka shirnk

sounds like my mom nagging when i was young

haha...not bad huh

i got human arlam to remind me to focus at my exam..

We were appointed to answer one of the two question

question 1 sounds like a easier one

out of the 3 main point i only manage to write two...

this measn i gonna lost 1/3 of 25 marks

the most i can score is 16 marks

wish me luck..

one down two to go...

大学生存之道

大学之邦，危邦也。
小女子误闯此地。
危机重重，过关斩将，
经过十八铜人阵，
方可毕业。

在此练得一身好武功，
身手不凡，百毒不侵。
内功暂且可以刀枪不入。
所谓明抢易躲，暗箭难防

就算一朝被袭击，
内功深厚，也许武功尽废，但也能保住小命。
话说：留得青山在，不怕没柴烧。
时代动荡，欲学孔子居九夷。

内功薄弱者不经降龙十八掌，
也许一掌就会粉身碎骨、五马分尸、体无完肤、
七孔流血而一命呜呼、
天妒英才，呜呼哀哉。
善哉善哉。

Please no more

For the past few weeks i was feeling really intimidated and im feeling depressed,

thinking over n over about what my lecturer told me about my last presentation.

today while my friends were fooling around at medicine..

then my lecturer came into the picture and she were kinda shock to see various types of medicine inside my medicine box

actually its not that scary,

antacid for gastric, zyrtec, clarinase, claratine for sinus, ponstan as pain killer.

The medicine can be purchase from any drug store,
even watson's and guardian and selling.

She told me to wear thicker clothes and maybe even wear socks,
bath with warm water so i wont get cold that easily,and i thanked her for her concern.

For me I believe that prevention is better than cure

and im not relying at my medicine

as so i bring my medicine along to make sure im cure before it get worst,

when im alone outside its hard to predict that when my flu gonna occurs

Then while she was teaching the poetry from book of odes

she mentioned my name again

saying dont be like me so easy to fall sick

I was kinda annoyed

and said straight away and directly to my lecturer

"hey..can u please not relate everything to me?"

Dont need to advertise to the whole class that im sick..
i dont need ur sympathy
i've been that way since young
i can take care of myself
i know where and when to take my medication

my friend said it was a bold approach to talk back to her

to be honest im not trying to be disrespectful
im sorry if i make u feel that way..

well..if u were in my shoes how would u feel ?

yala yala...im so freaking sick l and so weak...cant live without medicine la hor

medicine is my food source,

dun eat one day then cant survive,

hello..im perfectly normal

and i only take my medication when im S~I~C~K..
sick=sakit, 生病

Maybe its her way of being nice,

but i dont know.

seems alright but definitely not my type of approach

for the past few weeks she's been commenting about my power point, the info i gather during lecture..

enough is enough..

students are human and we have feelings too.

dont u know about that?

i know some of u might say

this is a way to mould u guys and be well-prepared for the society

Dont be so fragile
accept it with an open heart

yea right..im ok if u were saying about the facts that i can be improve on.

but i think is a personal thing when it comes to health matter.

Is it my fault that i was born with sinus?

Guess no.

I've been tagged

Hi people out there,
after two weeks i only realize that i was tagged by Aly.
sorry lar~~busy lately...

RULES:
It's harder than it looks!
Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people.
Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.
They have to be real. Nothing made up!
If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers.
You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : LeaF

2. A four Letter Word : Lead

3. A boy's Name : LeeHom

4. A girl's Name : Leona Lewis

5. An occupation : Lecturer

6. A color : Lime Green

7. Something you'll wear : Long pants

9. A food : Lasagna

10. Something found in the bathroom : Light Bulb

11. A place : LeaFong's house

12. A reason for being late : Liao eh~~y traffic so jam today~~~

13. Something you'd shout : Loser~~~Lame ass

14. A movie title : Lord Of the Rings the trilogy

15. Something you drink :Liquor

16. A musical group: LMF

17. An animal : Lion

18. A street name : Lorong what-ever-u-think-that-exists.

19. A type of car : Limo

20. The title of a song : Let's get it started

Hmmm.. The 20 people who I am going to tag are:

Chon Sern
Kj@ Steve
Sora
Chunsia

who else can i tag?
how about u?